New Beginning

Nothing better than a cake to celebrate whatever it’s to celebrate!

I’m celebrating my new beginning and this is the Banana Cake I baked…

Home made banana cake

So…

19:44 – Monday – REALLY?

I didn’t even knew which day is today, naked on bed alone all day, with shadows off, to be classic I should have cigarettes and bottles of Gin… hahaha

almost 48 hours awake, going insane with no drugs at all, isn’t that weird?

No, in my case is just another Insomnia season, I should use this awake time to “work”, to make something that is actually useful, but nah… not really, I’m more into dig shit online and just be melancholic, what a DRAMA QUEEN, yeah yeah and so what? Who cares? Really? Who fucking care???

I saw the day rising chating on skype with this new guy, who can easily be my next disaster…and now I’m just waiting to talk to him again and again hahah, there is nothing going on, but he makes fun of my fucking personal hell and I do laugh with him is something like “yeah, I’m fucked but who cares, NEEEEEEEEEXT”

Nesnesitelná Lehkost Byt

“embora se amassem, criaram um inferno mútuo. era verdade que se amavam, e a prova disso é que a culpa não partia deles próprios, de como se comportavam, de seus sentimentos transitórios, mas sim da incompatibilidade de ambos, porque ele era forte e ela era fraca…

… mas era justamente o fraco que deveria saber ser forte e partir, quando o forte é fraco demais para poder ofender o fraco”.

…Sim, eu voltei a ler Kundera…

WHY????

nothing left to say… )o: