PMS!

02:36 and i just can’t sleep, lost in no reason weird feelings and thoughts… not funny!

One of those days…

So, today is one of those days,  a day when I feel like doing nothing more than watch some silly american trash serie and dream with one of the actors… just like a teenager!

Today is also a day full of questions with no answers, full of new plans that will never come true and full of thoughts about the past, yeah, I know, time wont go back and things wont change if I keep going on this way.

Today, I just wanted to be with one of my best friend on his couch, talking talking and watching the 7 movies he rented, just like the old times!

So…

19:44 – Monday – REALLY?

I didn’t even knew which day is today, naked on bed alone all day, with shadows off, to be classic I should have cigarettes and bottles of Gin… hahaha

almost 48 hours awake, going insane with no drugs at all, isn’t that weird?

No, in my case is just another Insomnia season, I should use this awake time to “work”, to make something that is actually useful, but nah… not really, I’m more into dig shit online and just be melancholic, what a DRAMA QUEEN, yeah yeah and so what? Who cares? Really? Who fucking care???

I saw the day rising chating on skype with this new guy, who can easily be my next disaster…and now I’m just waiting to talk to him again and again hahah, there is nothing going on, but he makes fun of my fucking personal hell and I do laugh with him is something like “yeah, I’m fucked but who cares, NEEEEEEEEEXT”

the ex

Finally the ex is where he belongs, in the past!

Summer time!

Summer time in Breukelen, long hot and sweaty days, summer is away better when you have airco, free time, swimming pool, friends around and cold beer, without that summer can be a HELL!

My dear friend Fefe is back in Holland for a while and I feel happy!

I guess I’m use to have the ones I love far from me but is wrong  who think I can replace them, I don’t!

Sampa!

YES, I’m BACK BITCHES!

Inferno Astral CHEGANDO!

Setembro ainda nem chegou e essa libriana ja sente o peso de seu inferno astral!

TPM, ex, atual, passado desenterrado, passaporte lavado, viagem alterada, multa, insônia, mal humor, gente louca por perto, incerteza… porra, assim não da, PARA tudo que eu quero descer, se bem que… no momento da zica pode ser que o ponto seja pior do que o ônibus, ok, então segue em frente!

Côte D’Azur here I go, merecidas ferias de verao!

Back…

and this the perfect song today!

…”I’ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
And live more simply
I have no idea what’s happened to that dream
Cos there’s really nothing left here to stop me
It’s just a thought, only a thought...”

16 AGAIN!

well, well, well… not much to say, but I feel like 16 again and I feel GREAT!

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ahhh como eh bom viver!

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