One of those days…

So, today is one of those days,  a day when I feel like doing nothing more than watch some silly american trash serie and dream with one of the actors… just like a teenager!

Today is also a day full of questions with no answers, full of new plans that will never come true and full of thoughts about the past, yeah, I know, time wont go back and things wont change if I keep going on this way.

Today, I just wanted to be with one of my best friend on his couch, talking talking and watching the 7 movies he rented, just like the old times!

Summer days…

2 Summer days in Leiden, with good brazilian friends, good food, good drinks, good time at the beach!

First day, Brazilian Food cooked by Rafinha!

After some good food… DRIIIINKS!

Second day – Sunny day at the beach!

Aaaaand the dinner was home made SUSHI!

Yeah, I’ve had great days with this girls, feels like home!

So…

19:44 – Monday – REALLY?

I didn’t even knew which day is today, naked on bed alone all day, with shadows off, to be classic I should have cigarettes and bottles of Gin… hahaha

almost 48 hours awake, going insane with no drugs at all, isn’t that weird?

No, in my case is just another Insomnia season, I should use this awake time to “work”, to make something that is actually useful, but nah… not really, I’m more into dig shit online and just be melancholic, what a DRAMA QUEEN, yeah yeah and so what? Who cares? Really? Who fucking care???

I saw the day rising chating on skype with this new guy, who can easily be my next disaster…and now I’m just waiting to talk to him again and again hahah, there is nothing going on, but he makes fun of my fucking personal hell and I do laugh with him is something like “yeah, I’m fucked but who cares, NEEEEEEEEEXT”